| its been months since i posted.so much has changed since then.and all for the good. that war i spoke of.a team is being forged. im with the girl of my dreams. *Daley*  i have many new friends. God guide us....please help me.i wont let it happen. knowing what is supposed to happen, gives you the power to change it... -jae- |
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| a war is coming.but it will not be fought with guns or sword.but with words and feelings.throughout the world, a revolution will erupt that will shake the walls that we have set up and they will fall down and open us all to a new and better life.this war will not be recognized as what it is, but rather a strange chain of events.but when it is over, surely this world will be a better place.but no, this will not be many people that change this world.but a few.and because the fate of so many will depend on a few, we must fight hard and reap its rewards. trials we will face.they will be vicious and hard.so hard to resist the temptations and evils that will come our way.but we must in order to save this dying planet.there are those who are against us and will stop at nothing to see us fail.but we will overcome them if we try.a revolution...this world hasnt seen anything yet. and i can see what this world will be if we fail.and it is an ugly, hideous thing.where the world is ruled by drugs, sex, and violence.and this is not the world we want.but there another world, where we succeed, and it is an amazing place full of light and love.so we must not fail ourselves, for if we do, we condemn the rest of the earth... get ready, you are needed. and we go... -jae- |
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| The time has come for me
To leave this place of complacency
And step out across that line
To the place where I
Can leave all that I have behind But what if I'm the only one to see
there's more to this
What if we have just begun to
scratch the surface
hmm.so proof has finally arrived.i am that which i thought and prayed about for so long.Good man Clement has shone through.he is not a fake.so nor am i. peace at last -jae- |
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| the light shines on through the night. and i begin to see so much more. risks.you take them.because they are a part of life.ive always said i enjoyed a risk.but then you realize the risk was to great.and you just lost. but thats ok.life moves on.and if it didnt happen.well.thats the way it was meant to be.so i cant argue or complain.just keep on living my life as i ought to.and keep on dreamin.and someday.itll all turn out fine. interesting what you realize through the smallest things. these are the best of times.and the absolute worst of times.live on.look around.and you will see. there will come a time, when everything makes sense, and then you will understand. there will come a time when you will fight for what you believe in and you will become what you were meant to be.i can see it in your eyes, you will do great things. -jae- |
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| i keep searching....im looking around me....somethings happening.i can feel it.its all around.and yet nowhere.im on the verge of understanding it.but i dont know what it is.so close..yet so far. everything thats happened.everything that is happening.everything that will happen.its all starting to come together....again.last time i got so close.and it blew up in my face.but maybe this time.... its getting worse.or should i say happening more often.is it maturing? what will happen? what will i become? so close....just a little longer....oh... pieces to a puzzle.all fitting together.but there.in the center is a gaping hole.missing pieces. please be filled. open your eyes. train your ears.make your sense of smell more keen. you will see the invisible. hear the silence. and smell the nothingness. only those that can see the invisible can do the impossible. what is happening to me...... -jae- look into their eyes...you can see so much more |
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